Happy Dushahra !!!!!!!!!

sometimes i find it very difficult to understand myself..Many a time i don't understand this caprice of my mind..This dusahra i am going to exorcise this demon of my mind.

How to deal with the situation when you feel as if all of your chips are down. As i experienced very recently. the best way to cope with it to try to reminisce all the special moments of your life.. Try to Go back and feel the moments again.. It helps a lot....


Happy dushahra !!!!!!!!

Friends will be friends always.. right.. This is how i keep relation with my post here.. Meanwhile there is a lot to talk about.. In this absence of 20 days i have been to Pondicheery,and done with two books..

Pondicherry is a nice place.but it was not of the kind , i would have imagined it to be.Travelling to Pondicheery was fun too.. Pawan aka banda was there to tell thousand stories about his various encounters of life.. He is truly a nice guy. and very clean from his heart. He has seen a lot of shades of life..I wish him success in his future endevours.

"Indira" by cathrine frank is a good book.. it is been written in great style.. I apprecaite the work for it seems unbiased. Booked helped me to understand politcs of by-gone year.

"Hum ek umar se Wakif hain.." is a memoir written by harishankar parsaiyee.. How i wish i had luxury of time to devour all the writings of parsai jee. parsaiyee jee Rocks as always :-)

Enough for the day...:-)

i am back after 3-4 days.. sorry i was not busy but did not feel about writing any piece. On last Saturday(1st Aug) i,with vishal,mannu,varun ,satish ,mahaul went to lonavala.. I had heard of it many a times.We started our journey around 7:30 AM and reached there at 12 o clock. Despite being awakened for the whole night , i took the rein of my bike once we crossed the hinjewdi.. Samir aka Mahaul is a kind of guy who always keep it safe ,no matter what he is dealing in.. So when he is driving speedometer hadly crosses 70.. Altough i too don't take much of a risk but sometimes due to rush of blood, i tend to go beyond the safe zone.. yes . i made my bike reached to 90 at once.. krips was also going very fast.. But it was mannu who was at constant speed of 70 whole the jurney..

We reached there around 12 o clock.. had a look of the man made waterfall.. i thought of diving in the dam but later i persuaded myself not to take a plunge as it could be fatal.. water was a bit forceful and terribly cold.. enjoyed it to the most.. At some cave like places pressure from the falling water was more than guessed..

After a while we touched tiger point and lion point .. It was so picturesque that it couldn't be describe in words..only Wordsworth had the calibre to canvass it to the picture perfect, i guess.. No offense intended to other equally great poet ..

The very next day we watched "love aaj kal" together.. it is a good movie.. Watching movie can be more funny when you are watching with your friends who can lift simple lines to the laughter stock..Umesh is amazingly funny guy.. No dull moment with him.. I can assure you about this.. i was sitting with him..and we together enjoyed it to the fullest ..making fun all the time..

Sat idly for next two days in the office....

What is man's biggest folly..? There can be a number of right answers. My answer is , the greatest mistake a person can do when he let his emotion overpowers his thought process.. In that case he is very gullible..The best way to abstain from it to rein your emotion by continuously thinking about the aftereffect of that sudden out burst of emotion.. Hold the nerve , that is what they say is the key to win matches in Cricket.. I guess that is applicable to the all the walks of life..

i am not a bad guy at heart.. If i do something wrong in the heat of emotion..i don't feel good . i wish i could go back and put things together. how i wish i could move clock back.. yes, i know it is not possible..but i feel remorseful for my wrong doings..

Could not manage to sleep..something some where went wrong.. and i kept thinking .. one more night shift for this week....Alas i am done with this .. any body listening... God bless me.. My warm wishes for Vivek,Archana didi,Arpit for their birthdays..May god bless them all the heavens of the earth...

i am reading about Raghupati sahay 'Firaq'... This couplet looked worth a glance if not many...

"आने वाली नस्लें तुम पर रश्क करेंगी हमअस्रों

जब ये ख्याल आयेगा उनको,तुमने फ़िराक़ को देखा था.."

Days are passing without any significant contribution to the life.. If life has to be dealt with this insipidity , it is more appropriate to start doing things you usually don't do.. i wish i had the luxury of time ,i would have certainly gone back to my school days and felt the sheer pleasure of wandering around with friends.. how i wish i had those days returned in lieu of these vapid days.. i comply with Aristotle when he says "all paid job is mind degrading ".. There are things far more important than job itself.. But i am trying to learn the traits of this business of feigning cheerful when you are in knee deep water.. I wish for better days to come .. I hope i get my quota of excitement .. Ghalib always comes to rescue in these days .. read some new couplets ..

हम कहाँ के दाना थे किस हुनर में यकता थे
बेसबब हुआ ‘ग़ालिब’ दुश्मन आसमाँ अपना..

The Last day that was 31st Dec 2008

Long cherished dream of having a Bike at last came true yesterday. It was anything but thrilling the moment i own it..As it is the case with the other mundane things ,thrills and excitement is there as long as you are in search of that..By the time you get it ..it has already lost it's shine.. Nothing is here for eternity but the quest for having more and more.. If i were to live last year again, i would have done something to have my head held high over my shoulders. if 'How to while away your  time' is something people want to inquire about , they can easily see in  me a Research Scholar ,who has worked very hard to try out everything possible there . I must confess that i did n't do anything that can be treated as a work of   software engineer if reading Biographies and Novels  don't qualify for it.They say To err is human and i am not a special one. I might have been on wrong foot but i will make sure i start new year with jest and fervor to amend it.It won't  be easy ,i know , it may take a year but I will reach there.. ,Hope i Stand on my own expectation in coming times..This is an extra ordinary time and extra ordinary times need extra ordinary measures.. I will try to set my clock likewise so that it doesn't loose time if doesn't gain.....

Merry Christmas ...

Some Events have not gone the way i thought it to be but this is how life goes about.. In coming days i need to introspect what exactly i have done apart from treading Water.. Merry christmas..

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